Friday, June 19, 2009

Boooooooooooooo!!!

I think one of the hardest things for me, is it never BEING ABOUT ME.

I have 4 children. It is about them OF COURSE.

I have a boyfriend who has a child, and a life.. Again, never about ME.

I feel selfish right now, and sometimes, even for maybe 30 mins, I NEED for it to be ALL ABOUT ME!! Not just while I am getting my pussy licked, but to have someone ANYONE tune into ME and let it be about ME.

I just feel so LONELY sometimes. I can't seem to shake that feeling. How am I lonely with 4 children? um, because they are KIDS. I miss having a partner. This sucks.

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