I am a seasoned blogger. However, I have found that I have created too much of a persona on other people's blogs, and I am no longer anonymous! So I'm back in hiding, to enable me to blog in a more uncensored fashion!
Most of the crap I write is simply for posteritys sake. I have a terrible memory, and half of the stuff that happens in life, I may or may not remember it years later.
I'm going by the name Cami on this here blog thingy. I will start off writing this thing for me and not for my public. LOL So I'm not introducing myself or giving some big preface to my postings, except to say this will be mostly about me, how I feel, what I'm thinking, and my issues as I work through them.
I was watching Real Wives of New Jersey the other night. This is the best one by far!I watch and admire the family, who happen to be Italian mafia style. The men are behind the scenes doing business. The women keep it real and spend their days spending their husbands money, sharing their lives with each other, and being fabulous.The mother figure Carline might possibly be my idol. She is a straight shooter, don't take no mess from anyone, but is still a loving and good woman. Her kids all obviously are very loyal to her as she is to them.
The tight knitedness that is their family is exactly what I want my family to be.
What is on my mind currently:
My man is feeling blah today, and I wish I could cheer him up.
What is the formula for recovering from a devestating blow in life? Here I am a year later and the scars are there. The aftermath is my own emotional fragileness. Being in a relationship sometimes brings that crap to the surface. I don't like that shit.
Why am I so freakin broke?
Am I going to move or not?? (can i scrape the money together to even do it?)
I'm feeling a little blah and uninspired myself. In fact, this entire post deserves to be deleted. I used to be so good at writing. What happened? I suck now! Ah well, maybe it will take a little practice.
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