What an ASS

My so called "boyfriend" is acting like a little sissy.

I started this convo with him, trying to help. I even ASKED before I started that part of the convo, if he wanted my input. He said, "yes. go ahead"

So I'm suggesting baby steps he can take to get where he is trying to go (regarding finances/work), and pretty much anything I said he had priorities above it. So then I asked him what his goals were, because I wanted to clearly see what the priority list was right? Why did this fool just say GET MONEY? I mean what the fuck. NO DUH. Jesus in heaven. I want to curse him out for talking down to me. He makes me feel like a fucking toddler!!

FUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!!

The dude keeps wavering in and out of depressionville, and blames it on some various major circumstances in his life. (which does not include ME) But even though these things/situations are making him miserable, he just seems to complain about it here and there, but it appears to me that he is doing nothing different. NOTHING. So what the hell??

Now I'M getting frusterated.

I typically see him as the big strong leader of a man. I don't want him to hide his vulnerabilites from me, and I do want him to share. But DAMN. He looks WEAK sometimes. Weak for having so much time go by, and still be "stuck" in the same situation AND NOT EVEN HAVING A PLAN. I mean, for most people it is not that hard. You are not happy? Make a change!!! That is what I do. He can't even seem to begin to think about seriously making a change.

Makes me want to punch him in the face!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So our convo ended with him ending it. He wasn't trying to even work through the miscommunication we seemed to be having, so my parting remark was "bye fucker". I am not speaking to that FUCKER for at least 24hrs!!! Its 12:30 in the afternoon. I guess i will see if i can stay irritated all day. HUMPH.

**or am I PMSing? am I trippin? I might be.**