sigh

Its depressing. The level of fuckery going on in this world on a regular basis.

So many people just don't give a fuck anymore.

People are SELFISH

Just hurting each other and not giving a damn.

I guess I am getting used to it, but that doesn't mean it doesn't still hurt. and piss me off. and make me feel like crap. It just means it does not SURPRISE me anymore.

I am very grateful that when I pray to God to reveal things to me, He does.

This is His way of protecting me I suppose. Lord KNOWS I NEED IT.

I guess this is part of the reason why I stayed with the boyfriend, even through the neglect, for the past year. I felt like he was honest. He did not tell me what I wanted to hear.

I guess I gotta shake this one off, and charge it to the game.