babydaddy sighting!

Wow. I said I wanted some excitement, and I got it that night.

I received a couple of texts around midnight from my cousin, who I have not spoken to in 3 months or so. She told me babydaddy was at the casino, and that her friend was cussing his ass up one side and down the other and made such a scene that they got kicked out. The crazy part to me, was that she said he looked like a homeless person. He was dirty. Needed a shave and haircut. He was wearing an old highschool sweatshirt, SHORTS (in this cold wet weather), and some old kicked in shoes. She also said he looked like he might be on something. He had a slow reaction to everything they were saying. He was hanging out with an obese white couple. They were following him around watching him play slots. Weird.

It made me feel... kindof satisified that he is strugglin.. because HE FUCKING DESERVES TO SUFFER DAMN IT!!! On the other hand, I was glad I wasn't there, because I would have made him come home with me, get a shower, and just clean up. I would not be able to handle seeing him that way.

So that drama gave me and my cousin a reason to speak after a falling out. She and I went out last night. It was... no big deal. We had a little fun. Went to a club, which was pretty krunk, just too many white people. (seattle, go figure) I am QUITE hung over today and just feeling like DAMN. I have to go to work tomorrow?? HELL NO!!

My new love interest Mr. Universe is trying to come over later, and I don't want him to. First of all, I don't feel all that great, with the hangover and lack of sleep. I have a lot of work to do tonight to prepare for tomorrow. But the REAL reason is because I think if I have him come to the house, he will get too aggressive physically, and something will happen that should not be happening any time soon. The guy is very attractive, smart and charming. I would be fucking PISSED if things went to far. We haven't even kissed or anything. This would only be the 2nd time seeing him in person. But I have women's intuition and it tells me that he would be happy to get laid, and will be trying, even though I have clearly stated that I want to get to know him. SHIT. He is only 26. Don't want it to turn into one of those nights that makes me feel like I'm 16 again.. "no...nooooooooo..noooo!!!" "come on baby.. it's okay.. just let me put it in one time". LMAO!!

We'll see. I don't have all that much will power. Don't want to tempt the situation because I'm not ready for all that.

I have not heard a peep from exbf. He's honoring my wishes. Shocking.